She wanted me to..

What made you think of that?
Just because she looked at you?
Or just because she smiled at you?

What said that she wanted you to?
Just because your fingers touched accidentally
At the mailbox? Or that time in the elevator?

Maybe she smiled at you because
She wanted to be a friend.
Maybe she was happy the time she smiled.

Maybe just maybe she looked at you
Because you reminded her of someone.
Or maybe she just looked at you.

What gave it away that she wanted you to?
Was it because she had her sundress on at the party? Or because she sat next to you on the bus?

What gave you the idea that she wants you to?
Did she say it to you that she wants you to?
Or was it just all in your head?

Maybe she wore that dress because she felt beautiful in it. May be she sat next to you because it was the nearest seat.

Surely, she did not come to you or as you say it she did not “rub” herself into your face,.
Surely she did not send mixed signals.

She did not want you to touch her without her consent.
Sure as hell she was not up to the forced sex.
She did NOT want you to RAPE her.
She did NOT want the abuse.

She just did not want you to.

A beautiful gift.

Growing up with you is
a beautiful gift
I would not trade for anything.

Having you in my life
is a beautiful gift
am always thankful for.

Learning from you
is a beautiful gift
am grateful for.

Knowing that you are there
is a beautiful gift
I would not trade for anything.

You are a beautiful gift
I will always cherish.

dedication to my twin sister♡